Relatively Academic Thoughts On Subtlety

10 Nov

I went to the store to buy tomatoes. I came home with the tomatoes. And I wept.

 Not enough.

 

I went to the store to buy tomatoes. I came home with the tomatoes. And I wept because of my dead children.

 Too much.

 

I went to the store to buy tomatoes. I came home with the tomatoes. And I wept because the homeless guy on the corner wasn’t there today.

 A lie, but emotively closer.

 

I went to the store to buy tomatoes. I came home with the tomatoes to a shockingly quiet house. When I opened to refrigerator to put the tomatoes away I saw an unopened juice box. I began to weep because I knew no one would ever drink it.

 All the facts but none of the flavor.

 

I went to the store to buy tomatoes. I came home with the tomatoes. And I wept. If I had the courage to tell you why, you might weep too.

 ‘Pity’ is not ‘Sad’.

 

Today I wept. Fuck the tomatoes.

 ‘Anger’ is not ‘Sad’ either.

 

When I buy tomatoes, I’m reminded of how much my children hated them just like I did when I was a child. It makes me weep to think they’ll never figure out they were wrong, like I have.

 

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